Secret Enemy

Are you actually

my friend,

or a secret enemy?
 Do you like me,
or hate me?
 Are you inncoently
joking,
or saying what you
think of me?
 When you whisper
to them, saying its
nothing, are you whispering
about me?
 Am I just being
paranoid or do my
queries have reason?
 I don't understand
why you would suddenly
turn against me...

 I listened to all

your problems,

got you through

the break up,

waited with you

for the results,

laughed with you

when you were down.

 Are you actually

my friend,

or a secret enemy?

 My paranois getting

out of hand.

 I go home,

get my razor out,

covering myself

in a sea of red,

wondering what I did

to stop you being

my friend.

 Are you actually

my friend,

or a secret enemy?