Never

  Why do you
change me so?
My very core
of existence is,
changed, reversed
almost.
  You have a
hold over me,
a power stronger,
than all others.
  You hold the
strings connected
to my body,
moving me,
using me.
  I'm being the things
I said I'd never
be,doing the things
I said I'd never
do, saying the things
I said I'd never
say, feeling the things
I said I'd never
feel.
  I said I'd never
feel for you.