Alone

I see the couples walking hand in hand

The children in the sea

Children playing in the sand.

Even though

I see them there

I know...

I am alone

I see the teenagers messing around

The baby's in their mothers arms

Toddlers splashing in the rain that pounds.

Even though

I see them there

I know

I am alone

I am alone in my feelings

I am alone in my thoughts.

I can not get a grasp on how to say

how I feel

Except that I am not here

I am invisible.

Even though

I see them there

I know

I am alone

Hoping for the end

The salty river flows down my cheeks,

tear by tear.

I take the razor to my skin and

CUT CUT CUT!

The pain is unbearable but...

then the memories re-appear,

the depression,

the hatred,

the fear.

So I slit again and again,

waiting,

hoping with all my might,

and all my heart,

that the end,

that my death is near.

The same yet different

I am the same as you,
yet I am different.
We both come from the same planet,
yet I am from some-where else.
I have the same emotions as you,
yet I feel differently.
We are both stood in the sun,
yet the darkness engulfs me.
We both speak the same tongue,
yet my language is my own.
We are both on earth,
yet I am in a lone Galaxy.
We are both human,
yet I am not.
You are every-person who lives and breathes,
I am me.
I am the same as you,
yet I am different.